Four in the Morning

Four in the morning just seems like the questionable time that is in between that late hour of staying up until three am and waking up early at five am. So what makes four am that boarder line time where you should fall asleep or wake up?

It's the time where I decide if I am going to do something productive or just sit here at this computer and type something that maybe someone will read.

The world will break your heart ten ways to Sunday, that’s guaranteed. And I can’t begin to explain that or the craziness inside myself or the craziness inside myself and everybody else, but guess what? Sunday is my favorite day again. I think of everything everyone did for me and I feel like —a very lucky guy.

—Silver Lining Playbook.

Our IAT 431 Design Noir project: Vacuus Utero (aka dead floating baby tea steeper) video…

well that’s done with. thank goodness. emoness complete.  

Erica is in every SIAT project! <3


it’s one of those nights where I want to feel something….anything, but there is nothing I can do. So I stay up late with my eyes wide open staring at my ceiling, staring at my green glowing in the dark stars and let my mind melt. Pain is something I’ve gotten addicted to, it makes me feel that I am here. I am present. But I’ve hurt myself so many times that I’m immune. There is nothing to connect the psychological to the physical, in end I feel nothing. 

Absolutely fantastic. 

I love Chipotle’s wraps.

I think Ben Hulse is just amazing…and thought maybe if I used his portfolio as a template for my own…I could be that amazing. 


Packing list for San Fran! &lt;3

Packing list for San Fran! <3